I have reached a state of isolation in my life I rarely experiance. I am at a point where my social interaction is limited to joking around with Co-workers, listening to my grandpa and Watching TV series with a few friends. Yet I really dont feel connected to any of these groups. If I were alone on an island I would feel no more desolate than I am now. I am not entirely unhappy with my situation it has allowed me to analyze what is important to me in life. It has also allowed me to have a well balanced lifestyle. Healthy eating, exercise, hobbies and work have been my companions. However I am on the eve of going to college and as I journey towards college I must say goodbye to my current companions. Part of me wishes I could take classes in Isolation. Over the course of the summer I have grown comfortable with sitting alone for the majority of the day. There is a certain sense of security you can find in seperating yourself from social dependencies.
Love,
I only love ideas, hope, and simplicity. These three things I have grown to love or more so I have learned that these are what I have loved all along I just viewed them as something entirely different before. I have never loved a person for who they were but more so for my conceptual thoughts of them and the hope that they would continue to improve their person. Also I have learned to enjoy simplicity in life. Soft Music, Clean straight forward images (taken from my graphic design). I hope someday I am either corrected in my current tinkerings of the mind or that I am clarified in my thoughts. My current state of mind lacks sure footedness. Thank you for reading I hope you have something to add.
"What a piece of work is man! How noble in reason! how infinite in faculties! in form and moving, how express and admirable! in action how like an angel! in apprehension, how like a god! the beauty of the world! the paragon of animals! And yet, to me, what is this quintessence of dust? Man delights not me; no, nor woman neither, though by your smiling you seem to say so."
--From Hamlet (II, ii, 115-117)