MAN + EVE = ADDICTION

So recently I have begun playing the latest installment of a long running MMORPG. EVE Online Revelations II as it is descriptively titled is an immersive galaxy in wich a player can do pretty much anything imaginable while navigating the galaxy for pirates and scordite.

I found myself playing the game with my good friend steven and my brother luke. We began with the general strategy of mining basic minerals in an attempt to accumulate wealth. After approximately six hours of doing mining runs my brother and I set out to explore the galaxy only to find a quicker way to die and lose money.

The next day we discovered the use of agents and missions obtainable through agents. So we covered alot of uncharted territory very quickly while making vast amounts of money in the process. To make a long story short we basically got nowhere in the scheme of things but felt like we had conquered mountains, little micro-enviroment mountains the kinda mountains ants percieve.

Well I really wish I would have spent my time more productively but honestly I probably would have found some less eventfull way to waste it.

-Happy Targeting

Pursuing Your Dreams

It was an interesting night that was for sure, getting off work and going to my computer chatting it up with some friends eating some food and just kinda sitting around. Ok so maybe really not all that interesting of a night.

However my dream was far more interesting. I was down in Corvallis and I was visiting for figure out my school situation and while I was there I decided I wanted to visit some friends and family. So I began to try and dial my brother lukes phone number and was unable to do so. It appeared as though I could not physically dial the number or look it up in my contacts list. So I began to try other numbers in my phone and alas not a sing one would dial. So I found my self running to the nearest pay phone to try and call from there only to find the same dilemma after that I searched through the phone book in an effort to find the addresses for the people I was trying to dial. After a brief moment of searching I realized that I already new the exact addresses of those people. So I headed out on foot in order to find them. After about 5 minutes of walking I suddenly found myself on an old railway tram sitting next to a small oriental family with rugged clothing. After attempting to converse with them I became frustrated and woke up.

I was subconsiously aware that I slept in passed my normal time but I wasnt going to give up on figuring out this frustrating dream of mine and so I fought waking up untill the dream made so little sense it was not woth the sacrifice. You could say however that for that hour and a half on a monday morning Sam Dotson was truly "Pursuing his Dream."

I am Jacks unwanted trash....

So in case you my large reader base of... well I am not exactly sure if this blog even has a reader base considering the fact that I have never received a comment on any of my long ramblings. None the less I will continue... I recently was left standing with my questions unanswered and my heart unrequited.... an experience I believe that most people are familiar with... She left me and that hurt but it was more than that not only did she leave me but her family left me, her friends left me, my dream left me, my lifestyle left me, my belief in fuck it i cant talk about this shit anymore i sound like a sad excuse for a man.... I feel like trash and maybe thats what I am but I am going to be the best damn trash i can be...